July 2011
2 posts
All in my feelingz!!!
I don’t know how to feel, or what to think! Are all these signs telling you to get away from me? Or am I just over reacting. Meditating on every step I take. Hoping that this step wouldn’t break. I’m trying to forget the past and think for the future, but that just doesn’t seem to happen. I feel hopeless and helpless all at the same time. I can’t do anything right. I...
Sometimes I wish I could hide from everyone in my...
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April 2010
1 post
March 2010
1 post
I'm a mouse, duh.: If you love someone, ask him... →
If you love someone, ask him for nothing. Don’t hold him from his destiny. Don’t keep him from going off in search of his own answers. Don’t ask him for commitment. You will know commitment is real when it is something given willingly, and not as something obligatory. Don’t ask him for…
December 2009
11 posts
Some Ridiculous Shit!!!
In the dumb hoe class today, I found out that we are beginning our mini cap stone. Ok, that is no problem with me cause that’s what I have been waiting for. But, I realized that these damn people want us to do our cap stone on things that we are surely not learning. We are a programming class, but yet we are not programming. We are stuck on this damn Alice program and not moving anywhere!!!...
Why do i feel like this?
Last night i talked to my ex boyfriend and told him everything that I felt. I basically laid everything out on the table. Now, if you know me im not one to express my deep feelings that goes beyond my exterior. My emotions aren’t something that i talk about regularly. I am not an open person like that. But NE-way, I decided to let him know why everything is the way it is. I told him...
“No one can make you inferior without your consent.”
– Eleanor Roosevelt
Unsure...
What will i do? I spent yesterday thinking about what my life would be like in a good 5 years. Yea, the normal thing is to say that I will be graduating from college stepping right into my dream job. But, in my situation that’s not the case. I feel so useless. Im not in the least bit interested in the academy im in, I don’t feel as if I get back in theater i will do my best, and I...
As It Stands...
alexcouso:
It’s been about a month since I’ve written my last blog. Not much has happened since then.
Thanksgiving Day was great. In the morning I got to play football with a the guys in the family. I was fun, but it could of been better. There was a lot bickering and everyone was really competitive. I miss the days when we use to play football for the fun of it. Later that night we (my...
Dis Shyt be LIVE!!!
I got my Ipod back and it is so pretty! I can surf the web, text, and look at my husband (Winnie the Pooh) all i want to. My bae did a bad ass job on my shit. Now everybody is trying to be like me getting dey shyt done too. I showed my momma and she was like it was pretty and nigga got mad talent. I was like hell yea! That’s what he does best. Music is my life, so the thing that contains the...
November 2009
8 posts
FW: Discussion
reffsallday:
Just had an argument wit a girl I know. She was sayin how its unfair that if a guy bangs a different girl every week, he’s a legend, but if a girl bangs just two guys in a year, she’s a slut. In response I told her that if a key opens a lot of locks, then its a master key. But if a lock is opened by lots of keys, then thats a crappy ass lock. That shut her up.
Nice response...
Infuriated!!!!
Ok, as you all have heard myself and my fellow programmers have a dumb hoe for a teacher! This hoe never checks her e-mail, or her mail box at school. She makes us do bullshit assignments and expects us to be the perfect little asngels when there is company around. We do shit in class and then she gives us work like she is going to grade it anyway! This bitch here is an embarrasment to the human...
Bold what you like, strike what you don't.
jxidioteque:
chloerpi:
nicelyevil:saraisthesickestkid:princeofbadboycharms:roenne:andthatlittleblackdress:nathannightmare:zeppidemus:iammichaelguychislett:piecesoftruth:icwutudunder:theopheliacinme:ibetitstung:
3oh!3
All Time Low
Breathe Carolina
Flyleaf
Linkin Park
Forever the Sickest Kids
Cobra Starship
The Cab
Eyes Set To Kill
Cute is what we aim for
Safety Suit
Nirvana
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What Should I Do?
Ok… There’s this dude that I met like 3 weeks ago and I like mad like him but I still technically have a boyfriend. It’s crazy cause I love him and all that good stuff but the feeling and excitement is not there anymore. He stopped caling and when I tried to keep the calling system, we would talk for like 5 minutes or less. After a while I did feel like I was becoming a burden ...
October 2009
9 posts
HARVEST FEST!!
That shyt was liveee!!!!! From 6-10 p.m. at miami lakes tech, we had a harvest fest that was “off the chain”. This is Alex typing now. Harvest Fest was great. Especially the part where i grinded with 5 girls at one time O.O Everyone threw dick-shaped water balloons at Mr. Turner. I ate brownies (that gave me a visit from the diarehea demon). That’s all for now, back to Sarah....
Counter Strike (CS)
This is the best game of life. In my good for nothing academy class every mourning the guys and us girls (Vanessa and I) play CS and kick ass! CS is a game that teaches survival, concentration, management of money, as well as team work. CS also has alot of math involved. For example, you have to keep track of your kill/death ratio (kdr-number of kills compared to number of deaths). Overall that...
Junior Year!!
Omg, I’m finally a junior and things are just as i expect them to be. I’m looking at colleges and getting ready for the ACT and SAT’s. I’m currently indecisive about what i want to major in when I enter into college but I guess I’m going to have to figure that out soon. Then, there’s always those few people that are just so gosh damn phony that you just want to...
10-19-09 - Weekly Blog
alexcouso:
Well, it’s been a weird and confusing week.
After talking to some girl for quite some time, she told me “I love you”. I was surprised, not because she “loved” me (after all, i am a loveable guy), but for her to throw out that word when i was just getting to know her. Don’t get me wrong, being loved by someone is amazing, but when you don’t really know each other, it just leads to...
I Swear
alexcouso:
*Please excuse the vulgarity contained in this entry*
I swear to God that if that grade doesn’t change, and I get grounded for it, I’m going to make sure to tell that bitch off and make sure the rest of the year is a living hell for her. In case if you don’t know, my programming class has a new teacher (more like babysitter because all she does is tell us to be quiet). She’s the...
Confusion is an everyday thing :p
Is it possible that you can like someone more than they like you? I see it happen all the time but i never know what to call it, or what to say about it. If two people come together and create an relationship would that work? Or, would it feel like your in a relationship by yourself? I know, your like stop with the questions already! It’s just that I don’t have anything to say on this...
Invisible Men/Women....
Isn’t it mad crazy how there is always that one person that you are so crazy about that doesn’t even know that your alive? It sucks doesn’t it? You’ll get over it but it will take some time. It never fails though, every year there is always a young lady that is so obsessed with a young man that has never noticed her, or vice versa. Being invisible to someone that you like...
The things we do.....
Would you do anything just to please the person you love? It’s a possibility isn’t it? I know we would like to make that special someone happy in any way we can but sometimes that’s not beneficial to you. The same things that make you happy, are not the same things that makes your boyfriend/girlfriend happy. Coming from someone that was once willing to change any and...
September 2009
2 posts
How you feel...
When something is burning deep inside if you to tell someone you should. Take it from someone that always takes the back seat to telling people how she feels. It never hurts to state how you feel, you will never know if they feel the same way. It does not neccessarily have to be your girlfriend/boyfriend, or telling that special person that you like them. Always express what going through your...
